Oh no, I must be bonkers, mad, insane, not with it. I am asking myself, "why do I want another child", do I not have enough on my plate as it is. I am tired everyday, all day. No sleep in the evenings, no bed in fact to myself. Thom and Jesi seem to be piling in our bed every night at the moment. I have just ran myself a nice hot bath but Wilson has woke from his day time sleep.
It get's worst, by the way I promise to write about great days I have had and what a joy it is to have lots of children, because it is just the most amazing thing to watch them nurture and grow.
Oh and my hubby Ben had just got rid of that hormonal person who live in the house growing babes, why would he want her back!!!!
I already feel like my hormones are going crazy again!!
I can only put it down to mother nature calling and I have very strong urge to have a child plus that fact that I just adore babies, children cannot comment of older children or teenagers yet maybe that is another book entirely.
At the moment, Wilson is wingy crying for attention, Thomas is badly constipated toddling around the house trying not to let the big large sleeping poo out. And Jesi well she is complaining about noise and saying it hurts her ears. So today not a good day but these re far and few between. So please do not be put off. I want this book to be as honest as an honest person can be. yes People who know me say I am way to honest, even for my own good.
Can you imagine 4 children under 4, does that not equals madness? Will people look at me with disgust, some people already walk past me saying "gosh you poor thing, you have got your hands full", ummm what will they say when they see 4. Oh my goodness, What if it is more than one baby what then, run away!!!
About Me
- Families and Happiness
- Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.
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