TTC#2 Chart

OK here goes the second month

Here is the comparison with Wilson's chart

Enjoying

I said when we started this journey a few weeks ago that I would try and enjoy it. I am really not sure how? I think after speaking to a few people that it is quite a stressful journey.

To be continued, kids screaming for me....................

Disappionment

Period arrived, rather sad, but hay onto the next month. Caroline thank you for preparing me, it is horrible when your convinced that it will happen!!!
Try and manage next month better.

Update

OK, worry over for today, after the very large temp dip I was very very worried, it actually made me feel sick and depressed. However this morning my temp has gone up, not to as high as I would have like but non the less it has risen. Do not really want to test today because it will be a squinter, want to leave it for tomorrow. I also need to buy some pregnancy tests but they are so expensive.
I can imagine that if this is baby no. 4 it will not get all the special treatments like all the other babies got, like extra £100 scans at 18 weeks to find out the sex and expensive digital pregnancy tests. We just cannot afford it this time round.

My Milky Filter Coffee

Now there is one thing that gets me through the day, well get's me started in the mornings and that is my amazing Filter coffee. It has to be done a special way, 5 scoops, yes 5 scoops of filter coffee, strength of 5 or even 6. yes extremely strong. This has to be added to half a cup of hot milk with 2 sugar's. Sometimes I even rock the boat and have 2 cups.
If my hubby doesn't get this done within 10 minutes of me getting up I can be just horrible.
Now, for the last three mornings the smell of coffee has be fine but gradually the taste of it has been horrible. I have persevered thinking I am imagining it but this morning I cannot even drink it.

Implantation Dip or Period Due?

Gosh, I feel really sick with worry, so convinced that I was pregnant I have had a really low temp. Dip. This could mean only 2 things, 1. Period is due today or, 2. Implantation dip. I was really worried I actually wanted to go back to bed. No sign of my period so fingers crossed that is doesn't arrive and my tenmps. go back up.

Update

Period based on my last cycle of 24 days is due today, however based on my ovulation date I have another 4 days to go.
Things are looking up but I must not get complacent. Hubby Ben says I am definably pregnant I have turned into the wicked Witch. Still losing weight about lbs a day. No hungry and feel sickly all the time.
Only time will tell. My temps are high but I have not seen an implantation dip yet!