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Well, where do I start? I could start at many stages in my life; all very exciting and adventurous in some sort of way. Probably best to start when I met my husband 10 years ago, as this was the turning point in my very emotional and dramatic life. Met Ben through work, we had a wonderful life together, very ambitious, career driven until we decided to started a family 4 years later. The fertility Journey did take 2 years to conceive but we got there eventually and conceived little Thomas, now for someone like me who has no patience what so ever this was a agonizing and stressful wait but well worth it. We moved from our home town Bournemouth to Ipswich with Ben's work, I gave up my careern and then married in Cumbria in 2009. We continued to have 2 more children very easily compared to Thomas, Jesiica and Baby Wilson.

Saturday, 9 March 2013

Thoughts

I wish i could write on this blog every day or so, I have so much to say!! I jsut do not know how to put it into words, very frustrating. I thought after misscarring again for the second time in 6 months I would try the month after. Apparently your the most fertile after you have been pregnant. Ben was gong away and I thought I would jump on him just incase we cauht the egg!!! Well, I am now DPO 12 and my chart is nearly spot in with Wilson's nearly 99%. I so do not wnat to get my hopes up, and I am certainly not going to test. Really don't want to out myself throught that again. maybe we have no control over wether we misscarry or not.

Tuesday, 12 February 2013

Not again

Cannot belivie it has happened again 5 weeks pregnant and just misscaried today : - (

Friday, 8 February 2013

10 Best foods to eat when Pregnant

http://www.babycenter.com/0_the-ten-best-foods-for-pregnancy_10320506.bc?scid=preg_2_20130207:2&pe=MlV5NGRWYnwyMDEzMDIwNw..

Strange Symptons - Didn't click!!

Well what can I say I have had some really strange symptons happen in the last week. Thought I had a belly bug as I got belly ache 3 days in a row. My rings of my finger where making my finger really sore, to the piont of having to take my rings off. Then, on a few days I would slur my words, forget peoples names!!!!!

Still didn't click and then I was in puond land and thought, oh what the hec let's just buy a couple of tests. When I got home on the Saturday I did one and copletley nothing. Oh well knoew I wasn't. Sunday comes and I coild'nt help myself. So I did another, now I thought I could see a very ridiculously faint line. But quite frankly there really was nothing there. Deep in my heart I thought well maybe. So on Monday I did another again, yes I am mad. Yippe I am sure there is a line!

Had o go to work, but again I felt sick, however I was eating like a horse!!! So I gave in and went to Tescos and to get £3.50 cheap ones!!! I didn't want to get the digital ones as with them it is either "Pregnant" or "Not Pregnant". Got home snuck upstairs and did a test. Waited the three minutes and a very very very faint line. not sure if I was imagining it so I left it for another 30 mins. Went back tot check and their was defo a line. I did want to keep it a secrect from my hubby Ben but I could help myself, I was really excited.